I thought I would clarify what yesterday’s post meant. It is all about perspective. 2 weeks ago I would have never guessed I would be praying for any form of cancer. But after the roller coaster of finding out just how bad different forms of cancer could be, I was relieved to find out that I have a cancer that has a high cure rate. It is still cancer, though. There are still cancerous tumors throughout my chest, in my neck, near my liver, and possibly in my bone marrow. I will still need to endure many months of chemotherapy and then radiation, not to mention I will have to get the bone marrow test on Tuesday. I will lose my hair and likely be very sick throughout the treatment and the treatment may make me more susceptible to other types of cancers and other sicknesses. Having said all of this, I am thankful that I have a cancer that does have such a high cured rate, and that I will be able to watch my kids grow up.
It is funny how your perspective can can change so much in just a few weeks. I’m not looking forward to Chemo, seeing how a little bandage caused such a horrible allergic reaction. It is going to be a very rough ride. But I do enjoy reading everyone’s comments and it is quite entertaining. Today I’m swollen and very sore. I stopped taking pain meds b/c I thought they might be causing the allergic reaction. So I’m practicing pain tolerance. Best thing I have found is distractions. Have a wonderful day full of distractions. My favorite distraction came today at 10:11am when my niece Kaylee was born. 7lbs 19in. She is beautiful!!! I’m so lucky to be an Auntie again!!!
Oh Suzie I am so glad that you are looking on the bright side..it makes all of us feel better to hear your shinning personality come through on all of your blogs. You are such a strong person and we are always praying for you.
Sweetheart we are also so proud of you and your positive attitude. I am thankful that it is so treatable. I really don’t know what to say, but I just wanted you to know that I am with you always and praying with you always. Thanks for keeping us all up to date. We love you, Papayoda
Stick with it sweet girl!! You are a glorious human being – this is testing everyone, but ultimately YOU! You are so positive, it puts things into perspective for others too, your communications have been sad, insightful and wonderful – all in one swoop! Congratulations on becoming an auntie again! Love Jo xxx
Well I wanted to say what a absolute joy it was to see all of you today. I am so glad that I had some free time on my business trip to come and spend with the family. I LOVED swimming for hours with my adorable nephews! (even though I didn’t even think of sunscreen and now I am FRIED!!!!!) Susie you are amazing and I love you so much! I wish I could of stayed for longer, but I cherished every single moment I had with you guys today! My prayers are constantly for you and I LOVE all of you! Give those boys hugs and kisses from me! XOXOXOXOX
Aunt Krystal
I was just telling my Mom tonight how wonderful your blogs are-you are a strong, inspiring and wonderful lady! Also wanted to let you know how much fun Jake had with Adam at Kaitlyn’s birthday party today. Adam is a very special friend to Jake and hope we don’t bother you with the frequent drop-by’s! Also, please congratulate Mandy on her sweet baby girl. Love ya, Kelli
PS We had strawberries today and thought of you
Love ya, stay strong. I know you’ll be great! I’m praying for ya…
Susan — you have some great family and friends. Judy Hailey cracks me up with her “virgin blogger comment”. I love your blog – great way to get support and communication. We love you and wish you the best!
Susan, I’ve been humbled by your example and your determination to get through this uncertainty with an unwavering positive outlook. I hope you’re doing well today.
Josh and I will continue to pray for you and your family. I am so sorry you have to experience this. It’s hard to know what to say… I truly wish there was something I could do or say to make all of this easier for you. Please continue enjoying this precious life and let me know if there is ever anything I can do to help.
Love,
Heather
HELLO JEIDE FAMILY!
Susie – Congrats on the news. We were pulling for you on that! I guess the bad news is that you will have to put up with the Jeide Family much longer now… We hope your swelling subsides and your pain gets under control soon.
Russ – How are you doing?? I know this must be a very stressful time for you as well. We hope you aren’t going completely crazy…not that you were every really normal…haha!
Take Care and we are praying and loving all of you every day!
I am truly amazed at your strength. I am also amazed at the WONDERFUL people who love you. I find myself touched by the comments your friends and family post.
You got the ultimate test… You CAN do this! I think you might have the right to be test free from now on
We love you and I look forward to your daily posts. Anything you need, I am here day or night.
XOXO- Jaime
Susan-
I used to be in the Mom’s Club and know you through stories from mutual friends. I was so sad when I heard your news and then began reading your blog. I don’t think you probably realize how your situation is touching so many people’s lives. You are such an inspiration. I can’t belive how positive you are. You are the one going through this experience, but you are the one uplifting everone else and making us examine our lives. You are a gift!